Toss

But try not to turn. The “I Love You” still fogs up and I wanna smash the glass.

90 Responses to “Toss”

  1. Cristie P. says:

    tossing and turning–I was just about to do that…

  2. Juliann says:

    Been listening to song by The Diogenes Club: “Tie Ourselves Around” all day today, since this morning. Not sure if there might be a relevance to your comment.
    We might be from the same planet/star system, Adam.
    :) J

  3. mheeowl says:

    TOSS.. I LOVE OWL CITY :)

  4. Jamie says:

    Wow ok.. That was short… Wait is there a special someone in youre life?!

    Alaska_Owl_City (twitter)

  5. Zeek says:

    Pray your windows are clean and you’ve clear vision for whatever dream you’re sailing toward this present time..

  6. Honorary Mom says:

    Either those are lyrics or you are feeling lonely. Whichever it is, you are in my prayers to find peace and joy on the path that God is leading you down.

  7. dowephillpajamas says:

    hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i wonder

  8. Obadiah Lamshwa Lamare says:

    This is the first time I’m commenting on your blog, and the very first time I participate in leaving a response on the web. I’m kind of nervous and with a hesitating mind and stuttering thoughts i’m doing this…So I’m going to say just this: Adam you have been a great inspiration to me and millions like me…whether through your various music projects or blogs you happen to make people’s day brighter. You are more valuable than you know and a Missionary in your own way. You may not know this but many have come to know Jesus seeing the Banner you so bravely wave, the melodies you orchestrate and the writings you so articulately write. So Thank You and I pray for you and all the best with your mission of making people’s glass every where always Half Full.

  9. christine says:

    hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

  10. Karly says:

    {Now we’re cleaning the windows between us two
    Funny, you do it once, and then again, and pretty soon
    the fingerprints and dust…
    But I’ve begun to trust the view here.}

    Made me think of Slow Pony Home by the Weepies. I hope you don’t get cut by the smashed glass, and if you do I hope that whoever is on the other side will bind your wound up gently and kiss it. :)

  11. eviephee says:

    new lyrics or whatever it be, i think that’s simple but has very deep meaning. keep adorable, Adam :).

  12. Hannah -- Pleo -- dragon_blade says:

    That’s the truth of it… Isn’t it strange how old things turn up? How they still seem to haunt or hinder or even uplift?! O.o
    I don’t know exactly what was going on in your brilliant mind when you wrote that, but I know that it made me think of old things that have been said… Things that I wish I COULD get rid of.
    But smashing the glass probably won’t make you feel any better. :)
    Because then the reflection of possibilities will be gone as well, and you’ll just be left with a shatter of broken dreams. :/
    Anyway, I hope you’re doing well. :)

    HP

  13. Olianna says:

    im here for u:’( adam i love u and i always will. im sorry for the sorrow. i love u, i do! u are loved very much

  14. Marielle says:

    I’m sorry.
    …Perhaps it would help to get some Windex.

  15. Sasha says:

    That was beautiful.
    Two sentences can mean so much.
    Maybe they’re lyrics, maybe they’re just your musings, but either way you’re very eloquent.

    I appriciate you so very much :)

  16. pearly_bintang says:

    no, i won’t turn around. :-)

  17. pearly_bintang says:

    no, i won’t turn around. *Toss :-)

  18. Erica says:

    If this is lyrics, as I suspect, then I cannot wait for you to be done these songs.

    Maybe this is just musing, well thought out and inspirational musing.

    Or maybe there’s something happening in your life right now. (and if that’s the case, the Hoot Owls are here if you need us!)

    Either way, these two sentences have a wonderfully deep meaning, hidden underneath something so simple. I can sympathize with it too, its making me want to cry, almost. You’re such a wonderful person, Mr. Young. I look forward to the day I get to see you in person..

    The best of luck to you! :)

  19. Lorelei AKA GalaxyGirl says:

    Hoping these are lyrics VERY MUCH!
    Good luck;D

  20. Madeline18 says:

    Dear Adam,
    Feeling so vague and upset which is never a good combination. Though my semi-depression doesn’t come from something as poetic as, I’m assuming, a lost love. God has plans for the both of us, and we need to trust him moment by moment to get us to them. I love how even a melancholy post like this can make me feel better.
    Love,
    Madeline

  21. hannah cloutier says:

    love the meaning behind these words<3
    what i got from it was when the old traces of a lost love show up, the first instinct of a heart broken person is to deny them in any way possible just for the sake of closure and moving on.

    <3 you Adam

  22. aalya rain says:

    love kind of does that to you doesn’t it? she must be some girl for taking your heart. if she’s worth it take it and never let go. :)

    ~aalya~

  23. Lupe says:

    I love this! I’m so going to remember that! I hope that they would be new lyrics to a song that you’re making right now! I’m still thinking about your new album coming out and I can not wait for it!!
    It makes me think of someone is trying to say that they love you, but they don’t know how and the message they are sending is unclear to you, I love you!! And thank you for this amazing quote/lyrics!!

    (\_/)
    (‘. ‘=)
    (“)_(“)

  24. But have strength to remember with kindness the things long past. Love is heavy, words are deep. But keep the frustration at bay and simply sigh, “I love you, too.”

  25. Melody Warner says:

    I agree with Alaska_Owl_City,

    Sounds like there IS someone special/new in Adam’s life!

    Praying for you Adam, to embrace the future and trust God’s timing.

    HE can help past memories (Fogs up the glass) be forgotten or healed (smash the glass) (Adam?? Does not want the past to stop or hurt this new chance he has??)

    Toss, But try not to Turn (Don’t run to the past or run from the future) Stand your ground. GOD knows the plans he has for you.

    As you said before in “Sharks keep moving”

    What is FAITH without TRUST.

  26. Laura says:

    I thought the heading of the post was “toes” at first glance! Lol, but seriously are these new song lyrics? Or is it just a creative thought you felt like posting? It may be short, or just a small piece of thought, but it’s beautiful. :)

  27. Wow… pretty much my thoughts the last couple of days… the snow has finally hit our little town, so I’m stuck indoors with my overactive heart and imagination…

    No one can console you now. You know that. But you know the One who can. And you know you know the One, but it just beats down on you… and your soul is weather beaten and worn, holding that gorgeous globe of flaming feeling.

    Just the other night, I was lying on my back, watching the tv without watching the show, and I was feeling the burn of my globe. I could see those eyes and the sighs, and I felt how alone I was. Then He took my globe and put into into a little glass bubble, so that the flame burned like a Perelandrian lantern.

    I felt instant release. I couldn’t have let that globe diminish. It wouldn’t leave me anyway. Then I might grow cold and bitter. Instead, He took it. Its in His possession, that orb of beautiful light that makes my stomach float on air and sends waves of pleasure down my spine; the one that is steady too, like a heartbeat, unchanging.

    He has it now, its in His office. And when I want to look at it, we look at it together. The time may come when He smashes the globe, and the “we” I so wish for will be swallowed up together, but if that never happens, the blue flame will not dim within that little glass bubble upstairs…

    Don’t let it burn you, let it be the brightest and most beautiful thing. Live life now with the orange flame in your head and soul, and let the Eternal flame light up your heart forevermore.

  28. Laurita says:

    Such true words in only 19 words.
    Beautiful…

  29. Madd says:

    Adam, I’m not as intelligent as I’d like to be, nor as wise.

    But I need you to that whatever those few words meant to you, they mean either something extremely similiar or completely different to what they mean to me.

    Whatever the case may be, you are so lucky to be you.

    Believe me.

    Hugs,
    Madd

  30. saaraa says:

    hmm. alright. well i love your blog Adam! please check mine out at http://saaraajuddha.blogspot.com/ it’s very inspired by you. oh and i love comments and feedback! :)

  31. summerdragonfly says:

    this was short, but it has meaning. im just not sure what it means, i wonder though, are you in love with some one? if so i hope this goes well for you :).

    if something is going on that is making you anxious or sad though, just know that, as one of the previous commentors said before, all of us Hootowls support you 100% and we care.

  32. Me :) says:

    Awwww that’s sad yet cute!

  33. Eneria says:

    Well, may I ask you is this referring to the lyrics of your new song or some emotional affairs of you recently?

  34. elena a.h. says:

    someone’s sleeping by the window.
    break the glass if you need to. there’ll be new days- new worlds and new people. even if the old ones don’t really go away. right?
    …i don’t think it’d be out of place to say “everybody breaks a glass” here, either. so there, i said it.
    hmm. but was that a reference? i don’t know.
    good luck to you anyhow, adam.

  35. #1OwlCityStarWarsChipetteVenomfan says:

    I honestly cannot wait for your concert at the Beartooth, and I really hope I get to meet you (who I missed last time), Hannah, Daniel, and Casey, and that I see Breanne and Laura again. I met the two of them in Seattle just last year and Breanne and I were wearing EXACTLY THE SAME SHOES!! You guys are awesome! My brother (who loves to drum) would love to get yours, Daniel’s, and Casey’s autographs, and our band (Flora) would be truly ecstatic if we could open for you someday.

    Owl City is the greatest band in the world, and I love all of you

    Riley

  36. Marina says:

    Tryinnng…to read your mind…and am assuming…

    Someone special wrote that in the window of your car..whenever it’s cold out and you’re sitting in there waiting for it to get warm, you see it and it stabs your heart because you miss her, and she’s not there any more..did I get it? Ahh I feel like I got it.

    Beautiful. Kinda broke my heart a little to read.

    I wish I could encourage you but alas I cannot..I’ll do so in the only way I know.

    Prayers are coming your way

  37. Charlotte Anne says:

    Sweet Adam.

    I wish you every happiness :)

  38. John says:

    “…as you stir in your sleep, i hope you think of me…” keep up the music, bro :)

  39. Emma says:

    You make me sad…. <3

  40. Rachel says:

    new lyrics….? I LIKE IT :D

  41. Jess says:

    Yeah, it’s probably lyrics. Boy am I going to have fun interpreting that. Don’t get too lonely, Adam, you’ll have a crowd of fans weeping for you.

  42. Alexandra says:

    confused alexandra is confused

  43. andrea says:

    i feel you pain .i think O_O

  44. Tom says:

    Oh Adam. What are we going to do with you.

    Tossing? Turning? I fear someone is rejecting a certain American. Perhaps listening to the music you create will send you to sleep.

    Smashing glass? Too reckless. Think of the mess, and your bloody knuckles. How are you going to explain that to the record executive?

    This appears to be irritation or something of a love lost. Be cheerful, Mr Young. Think of all the opportunities to be happy out there.

    Tom

  45. Skyheart says:

    Either I’m dreaming up a crazy “power of suggestion” thing or I really can relate to you. All your beautiful songs like “Sunburn” and “Vanilla Twilight” hit me in the heart some days and I just feel like crying. It’s all about one person that I’ll never forget, but he’s moved on to a huge city and left me in the dust of the tiny old towns of the South. Yep, I want to forget it all, but it is very very hard. Why is it so hard to get back to the old state of happiness when all you really have to do is say “sorry” or simply forget?
    ~Sky

  46. Well… I don’t wanna repeat what other peeps said, but these sound like epic lyrics! It was a short post… but I shall except it, mainly because I like the emotion shown.

    If these are words of sadness, let me reassure you that things will happen and some may be good or bad. Like getting free ice cream for a whole day. But I wonder, is it the “love” that caused you to veer off your path, or the one you “loved” has left? Just know that life shares opportunities to be happy. Don’t let anything pull you down. If you do, you’re just going to feel miserable and, well, unhappy!

    Just know you also have friends, friends of friends, and friends of friends of friends. I’m just wondering, did you understand that at all?? :P Anyway, you shall have a wonderful, happy day thrown upon you! You just don’t know when…. <3

    ~OwlCity4Eva!!!

  47. Renny says:

    I can’t pretend I’m brilliant enough to figure out what this post means, but it was wunderous and magical. I send a big bear hug all the way from Arizona. God bless!

  48. City of Roses says:

    That sounds like great lyrics. I can’t wait for the new album to come out. But if they aren’t lyrics, what’s the matter? It sounds like someone’s grabbed your interest and you don’t feel certain. If you have noticed someone, then if she doesn’t reciprocate she’s not worth it. You deserve to be loved by someone as amazing as you. Just know that you have a lot of people that care about you, although we may not know you personally. You are loved.

  49. Samantha C. says:

    Whether these are lyrics or you’re going through something, I’m praying that God will lead you to peace and happiness. I’m not too good with words so that’s all I’ll venture out to say this evening.

    Your sister in Christ, Samantha

  50. Samantha C. says:

    One more thing: this was a little heartbreaking to read. I never want you to be upset. You’re too kind to people.

  51. Petra says:

    It’s alright Adam!! :)

    I don’t really know if anyone else has posted this but it just seems like it means you’re tossing in bed, but if you turn you’re going to see your window, which at one point had “I love you” written on it (by hand, when it was foggy). It still fogs up, and you don’t want to see it.

    Anyway, Jesus loves you, and his “I love you” never loses its meaning or anything. :D

    That was actually the first time I posted.

    Anywaaaaay.

    :)

  52. Alissa C says:

    Just turn the defroster on… That’s what my parents do when the windshield fogs up, unless it’s one of those “driving by faith” nights, where it’s so foggy we can’t see more than two feet ahead.

  53. Ronnie says:

    Aww, are you feeling ok, Adam?? It’s alright, I love you…

  54. Chelsea says:

    Okay, if these are song lyrics, can’t wait to be quietly jamming out to them.

    If they’re words of sadness, I’m here for you, Adam. We all are. And remember, just because the “I love you” is fogged up doesn’t mean its not there.
    I’ll pray for you, Adam. God is watching out for you. I hope everything will be okay. :)

  55. Nakts says:

    People, are you mad?!! I mean, really. He wrote just a couple of words. We don`t know whom he talks about, we don`t know all the spectrum of his feelings (and we are not supposed to know it!!), but it is clear as day, that it comes from the heart, and that it hurts, and that it is difficult to overcome.

    And all that bothers you: “Is that new lyrics?” or “Oh, I hope it gonna be a new song!”. Oh God!!!!!! IS IT ALL YOU ARE INTERESTED IN?? If you don`t have anything to say, just don`t write anything! Because he might read all that! And if he does, I wonder, how he is still being so sincere in his posts!!

    You are like a flock of birds over his head crying: “Give us a song! Give us a song!”. I don`t want to hurt anyone, but all those posts embarassed me so much. WHAT WILL HE THINK OF US?

  56. IAmTired says:

    I guess it’s time you invested in that anti-fog coating stuff?
    Uh, never mind, I get the feeling that’s not completely literal. Good stuff though :)

  57. Sapphire says:

    Aw Adam </3 Something bothering you? :(

    Now that I think of it… I can relate. Just got indirectly heartbroken.

    Reply to you soon Adam :)

  58. Kellie says:

    The feeling is mutual. But there’s always good music and memories… http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hQZ6zzLpoNQ

    Sometimes I listen to that when the fire is snuffed out in life — it helps put a smile on my face and relight the candle. And, of course, God is always there. He’s always there to listen. :)

    Keep on trekking!

  59. JD says:

    Hey Adam.. Don’t know if you’ll ever see this ever (and it’s pretty unrelated to your post) but I just wanted to point you to this website:
    illbehonest.com
    It’s been such an encouragement to me in my walk and I believe it would be for you as well.
    Anyways.
    God Bless

    Isaiah 43:1

  60. Well if these are lyrics, I love them.
    I also love puns…and things that rhyme.

  61. James says:

    Adam, you’re awesome. Thanks for keeping your songs on the positive side. :)
    And aways remember that Jesus loves you!

  62. Mariah says:

    To whatever this blog was meant for, I’m gonna quote one of your earlier blogs:
    “God has a mysterious way of working, and sometimes things change without a moment’s warning.”
    Blessings.

  63. Becca says:

    Hmm. VERRRRRRRRRY mysterious! :)

  64. Ragwindorchestra says:

    _ _ _ _ _ _ _
    Loss lets you live-so you can learn. The “I know you” still lights up and defenistrates the pain of the past.
    _ _ _ _ _ _ _

    (This makes me want to learn how to make windows and start a school for anger management. Just sayin’.)

  65. Just another fan says:

    I’ve been listening to If My Heart Was A House for the past two weeks. I still feel like I don’t love my boyfriend enough :(

  66. Iamnotapoet says:

    The Ocean Peace and Calm and Crystal Blue
    Storms up when I think of YOU.
    But I Know the Purest Calm comes only when the
    Sediment is gone.

    Praying for you Adam to work through whatever pain is on your heart.

    IF it were God’s will for you to still be with her, you would be. Trust GOD and his will for your life. God will use the pain of the past to lead you to the joy in the future. Everything in our past becomes a lesson or prepares us for the next chapter in our life’s journey

    When Jesus was tempted by Satan..He used the word of GOD.
    As it is written… use it, try it, it will heal your past hurts. It will stop the enemy who wants to steal your joy.

  67. opps says:

    Told you I am not a poet–forgot a word in it:(

    The Ocean Peace and Calm and Crystal Blue
    Storms up FOAM when I think of YOU.
    But I know the Purest Calm comes only when the
    Sediment
    is Gone.

  68. Jess says:

    This is completely random, but whatever. So I was watching a color guard video trying to see how we did last year. So this one clip came up and I was like, huh, this sounds kinda familiar. So I thought about it for a second, then suddenly- HOLY FRIGGIN CRAP! The song was “Cave In” by Owl City. That made me smile all the way to the blog.
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=obAjc5F-jtU
    @3:45-3:52.

  69. Grace says:

    Don’t ever stop, please?

  70. Josephine says:

    I don’t know why, but this is profound to me. I can’t stop reading it. best short poem ever.

  71. Anothers'LonelyLullaby says:

    The warm, interminable “pitter-patter” of the spurious rain wisps my intuition away to a comforting and tranquil happy place. Once I step out onto that small, fluffy carpet and glance at the misty mirror my solace shatters like dropped ice by the unrelenting persistence of that lipstick residue message smeared on the glass. I must have tried to clean it a thousand times. I didn’t smash the glass, I moved far away. Away from the mirror, the people who’s lives intersected with ours, the streets that we walked down…everything. Everything apart from my memories. Who knew the scent of warm vanilla sugar was so common? Lol, I guess sometimes we toss and then turn before the motion is even a supraliminal thought. Life keeps going, and I Love It!…Your music makes it even better. Thank you.

  72. Reagan Ingram says:

    awwww don’t be sad! You’re always sad in January! You’re so predictable.
    Every year at the beginning,you get home from tour,you immediately start a new record,your twitter is ridiculous and your blog is filled with either outrageous poppycock or tear jerking remourseful sadness.

    Either you’re a bicycle wheel or I’m way too observant…

  73. Linda says:

    A boy I used to know and care for, once wrote on the foggy windshield of my car the words, “I love you”. Even though I don’t see it the majority of the time I drive, every once in awhile my window fogs up and the words reappear. Don’t know why I never have the courage to wipe it. A good memory I guess. Reminded me of your post. Be blessed <3

  74. Brittany says:

    The Lord is near the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. Psalms 34:18

  75. I know EXACTLY how you feel. Or rather, I probably read my own situation into your words and it’s nothing at all what you had in mind when you wrote it. I suppose the more accurate thing to say is- your words describe EXACTLY how I’m feeling. I’m in a long distance relationship. To say long distance is difficult is a vast understatement; but God is in this, and knowing that makes it worth it. At night I “toss”, in good memories, and “try not to turn” my mind to things I shouldn’t be thinking in the first place, which can be rather difficult. “The I love you still fogs up” illustrates the distance between us, why things can’t be crystal clear, and I definitely want to smash that glass.

    As long as we keep living actively for God, everything will work out eventually, if not the way we planned it to. We all just have to keep running the race.

  76. Emily Elissabeth says:

    Ya’ll are acting like these have to be amazing epic lyrics, or that Adam’s going through some sort of heartache/break… What if he just felt like writing something random… This is his blog, he’s perfectly entitled to do so if he wants… I write/say random stuff all the time, and no one tries to interpret what I’m trying to say. Leave him alone about it already.

  77. Fellow-Introvert-reality-escaper says:

    All these lyric teasers are getting me soooo excited for your new album! You have no idea how happy I was went you posted its coming out summer-fall!!! I love your music and can’t wait to escape reality again with you by my side!!

  78. DearPacficDayx says:

    Lrics teasers are killing me! ADAM!!!

  79. WaitingforTheOne says:

    MORE PLEASE! *looks up expectantly*
    ~Abbey

    p.s. im still waiting…

  80. Raziela says:

    I don’t know you neither you know me, but you’re in my thoughts, my prayers, and have my love (not love as in in-love, but a different love) and I wouldn’t have it any other way.
    Because you’re songs uplifts my spirit when I’m down, my heart smiles for you, and I pray the Lord will bless you always. :)

  81. Rachel says:

    how lovely.
    you’re lovely.
    you really make me want to search long and hard, and as long as it takes to find the perfect, one soulmate who will have the same ideals and beliefs as you do. regarding love, that is.
    can’t wait until i find that friend.

  82. Natalie says:

    You’ve got a great mind and a genius way of putting feelings into words.

  83. Faty says:

    I feel the same. :( Btw that’s a simple yet beautiful way to put it.

  84. Hannah says:

    I thought that said “I Love you” frogs for the longest time, LOL.

  85. Jenny :) says:

    “‘Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops?
    What if Your healing comes through tears?
    What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You’re near?
    What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise?”
    -Laura Story, “Blessings”

    I don’t know pain, especially heartache, but I can see why you wouldn’t want to let go of her influence. When important people leave our lives, they leave large holes in us. But let God fill that hole and let Him use your pain. Peace and blessings. Keep up with your faith :)

  86. francesca says:

    waaaah??? if this is about love, them bloddy hell yet again i cant relate cuz im too young to have ever fallen in love… well, except for adam here, and maybe chris forsythe…. mmm chris……

  87. Elsa says:

    Adam, I don’t really know how to say this…. but I’m in love with you. It’s a very interesting feeling! I’d didn’t really know where to tell you this- so I thought I’d comment on one of your blogs, I’ve already sent you a letter and I got an autographed picture back from you a few weeks ago. Thank you:) You are so amazing- your music is beautiful. I listen to it every day:) I’m so glad you love God- I love you with all my heart and I really, really, hope I can meet you some day! I’m very introverted too- you’re my inspiration! <3
    Yours Truly,
    Elsa Christiana

  88. Sammy says:

    I feel like this is such a personal glimpse into your life and the inner workings of your mind.
    Thank you for sharing something beautiful.

  89. Pooja says:

    Hey Adam :)
    Hope you’re doing alright.
    I feel bad that you feel bad.
    I want you to know that we’re all there for you whenever you need us. You feel bad, let us know and we’ll all be there to talk to you for the rest of the time left on earth. You’re precious to us. We all love you so much.
    With immense love,
    Pooja :)

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